justspeakyourword
Sunday, November 21, 2004
...sometimes I ponder these things...
."live and learn".."A man remains a boy until a man truly is needed"...excellence is not an act but a habit, you are what you constantly do"...."don't just get a piece of the pie, make your own pie and charge cats for a slice"....."keep your third eye open and two eyes from behind the wool"......"your word is the only thing a man truly owns"......."love someone and tell them so"........."be a student of your religous beleif"
Life finds some way some how to teach us lessons and make them as clear the waters fiji island, as if they where thaught to you by a higher power that chose that very moment to teach you "the way". I think there are days when I think I should have been Siddartha because I feel like I'm always "going under" learning sometime of lesson in this continued cycle we call life constantly trying to obtain my masters in sociology and human interaction. My mind constantly battles itself trying to overcome itself choosing a path of righteousness or a path of living in what our church has taught use as sin. Like the sin I partake in everyday when I see a beautiful black woman who by her style and grace fores my eyes to see her in more of a sexual way than wondering if she would be a good mother to my children or if she is really committed to her relationship with God. But to me isn't that why God gave me these eyes anyway to see and truly see these beautiful things God spent 7(DAYS) creating including wo-man. I myself love a beautiful woman especially a woman who may or may not meet the status quoe of what society deems as "beauty" but truly a beautiful spirit a woman who in every since of the word beauty she is patient loyal delicate and strong mental sexual and spiritualy. I have to this day only found that manner of woman resently and she is to me the epitome of what of loyality of spirit worthy of praise worthy of a man who would respect her keep her happy keep her full of my trust my strength and my repect for her. Yet the ironic thing is that though she is perfect I feel as though I am not ready for her I think because of my previous actions and situations that have been presented to her with me I have...I'm all tapped out...i'll write again soon1
Life finds some way some how to teach us lessons and make them as clear the waters fiji island, as if they where thaught to you by a higher power that chose that very moment to teach you "the way". I think there are days when I think I should have been Siddartha because I feel like I'm always "going under" learning sometime of lesson in this continued cycle we call life constantly trying to obtain my masters in sociology and human interaction. My mind constantly battles itself trying to overcome itself choosing a path of righteousness or a path of living in what our church has taught use as sin. Like the sin I partake in everyday when I see a beautiful black woman who by her style and grace fores my eyes to see her in more of a sexual way than wondering if she would be a good mother to my children or if she is really committed to her relationship with God. But to me isn't that why God gave me these eyes anyway to see and truly see these beautiful things God spent 7(DAYS) creating including wo-man. I myself love a beautiful woman especially a woman who may or may not meet the status quoe of what society deems as "beauty" but truly a beautiful spirit a woman who in every since of the word beauty she is patient loyal delicate and strong mental sexual and spiritualy. I have to this day only found that manner of woman resently and she is to me the epitome of what of loyality of spirit worthy of praise worthy of a man who would respect her keep her happy keep her full of my trust my strength and my repect for her. Yet the ironic thing is that though she is perfect I feel as though I am not ready for her I think because of my previous actions and situations that have been presented to her with me I have...I'm all tapped out...i'll write again soon1
posted by xaevon # 3:38 PM 
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An interesting blog. I just today wrote a blog titled "Real Men are Rare". I like a lot of what you said in your posting. Remember, that no sin you are talking about is beyond what God can forgive. Jesus came to earth as a baby only to live and be killed on a cross to forgive each and every sin you, I, and everyone else will commit. So to encourage you, take the high road, treat women physically, mentally, and emotionally with the utmost respect- they deserve it. And if you remain faithful, pure (or ask for forgiveness and start over with a clean slate) God will be faithful. Keep up the great writing, I'll be looking forward to more from you.
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